A pervasive sense of urgency and scarcity, which makes it hard to pause or replenish
Striving to control reality, ambiguity is deeply uncomfortable
Ricocheting between numbing and intense feelings of isolation
Pressure on the individual to create the conditions for their survival through effort and force
Trying to do things for other people or "fix them" to avoid the pain of seeing them struggle
Dissociated from body or flooded by overwhelming sensitivity, chasing peak experiences
An ability to relax back into slowing down, trusting right timing
An allowing of the emergent and unknown
A presence with diverse textures of emotion, supported by ecosystemic belonging
Attention is tuned to mutual flourishing, actions arising from ease and flow
Moving from sovereign discernment, present with others in the complexity of their own journeys
In a space of attuned somatic awareness, guided by primal intelligence
My work is to locate and support the movement of aliveness within bodies and wider systems, amplifying the flow of life force through deep belonging, primordial nourishment, and creative expression.
Creative Emergence Consultations
In my group and 1-1 containers, I work with delicate systems who are needing a lot of softness. I guide them in creating a supportive membrane for their processes of metamorphosis, teaching the tissuing of relationships that gives our animal bodies permission to become.
The people who find me are always on some form of initiatory journey into a deeper relationship with their soul expression, which often includes experiences in their daily life that seem to be irrationally difficult, and identity-dissolving that is not contextualized within dominant culture. With this intensity of experience often comes pervasive loneliness and a deep longing to rest back into a wider web of support.
Through deep listening and presence with what is, I catalyze relationship to ecosystemic belonging, supporting the movement of the primal intelligence that nourishes the roots of the tree of life—our sense of discerning center and radiant soul essence.
I am one of the weavers, tissuing relationship between humans and the unseen realm of ancestors and nature beings, making the primordial web palpable to colonized nervous systems who have been dissociated from the depths of their belonging.
I tend reality become fluid, become pattern, become the fullness of life force.
Gravity and wyrd.
Nursing essence like a flame.
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Make Your Body the Prayer is a somatic, systemic, and eco-poetic journey tissuing the edge between nervous system and ecosystem. This thesis invites colonially-shaped humans to deepen into a sense of embodied relationality through shifting the epistemology of self to include ecological and ancestral sources of support. Linking nervous system approaches such as interpersonal neurobiology and polyvagal theory with practices around systems intelligence and creative expression, I draw on my direct experiences of relationship with earth, ancestors, and animal body to describe a trans-generational maturational process of remembering. A liminal interweaving of essays, poetry, and the oracular guidance of nature beings, Make Your Body the Prayer is itself an embodiment of the creative attunement through which the “human” bends and shimmers into other shapes of ecological perception, allowing inheritances of ancestral trauma to dissolve into a vital interplay of relational process on behalf of the wider field of life.